Today I sat down with Shantree and Lorena to check in. We had a great talk, and so many things came to the surface. I was real with my feelings and told them exactly how I was feeling without being scared, or judging myself if that was the right thing to do or say. I am still lost and confused, but I know that I need to be here. I need to let go of the fight I am having with myself. I have been struggling for so long to project this image of what I think other people want me to be. I am exhausted and I am going to take the time to heal me and get off the speeding train that has become my life. I never gave myself the time I needed to unwind after the craziness of the Olympics and have been fighting to keep my head above the water ever since. I feel as thought I am going to have to tune out a bit and just spend some time with me and explore. If you don’t hear from me don’t worry. I am healing and will write when I can.
Peace, Love and Laughter
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